Hard times for KT. I hope she'll manage to face the unhappy events she lived. I know she will, with her strong personality and our support
And as Titch says, she's really courageous!
I understand what she feels when she says that unconsciously she knew that something was wrong, and that she was not really happy and that she needed change.
I feel the same way currently. I need a change. It didn't take me 10 years, but my body spoke for me. Sometimes things you don't want to see or listen to, finally emerge and not in a way you expected.